Holding It to Heart


The other day I was in a crowded mall going about my busy little business, taking quick steps, oblivious to much of everything around me.  People passed by me in swarms.  I wasn’t particularly looking at any of them.  I had my mundane errands to run.  And then as luck who have it, my eyes dropped at the right moment to a clutch of teens and their hands.  Some held bags, others gripped their precious iphones as they chatted and laughed, but at the back of the of the group two unassuming young guys held hands as innocently as any fourteen or so year olds on a first “date” to the mall.  I smiled, not so much at them, but more to myself. 

I unfortunately know a time when such young and nervous heart strings wouldn’t be so confident to show affection.  I also know a time when I’d have been afraid for these skinny little fellows who looked like they may not be able to fend off some jack ass bigot.  But these are not those times and that sweet image has lingered with me and made me smile ever since I so surreptitiously glimpsed it that tedious afternoon. 

For too many years, so many have struggled to find the strength to be who they are, without the poison of guilt, fear or regret.  In my upcoming release, Polished, Spencer Hartley makes a long journey to find comfort in his needs and desires.  That kind of struggle is a painful one if the steps taken are wrought with doubt and judgment.  Good thing there are happy endings in my stories.  Even better is the fact that there are now so many in real life.

We are moving in the right direction.  The hearings on marriage equality today made me giddy with hope that HEA will soon be a right for everyone!  

HEA my way.



I'm not all together sure every coupling in a romance needs to end up with marriage.  Maybe it's because I've been married for more than a few happy years that I can be so cavalier.  But after reading a slew of pretty spicy menages (I've been on kind of a marathon binge this past week), I'm a little tired of the HEA endings that commence in marriage.  I've even put a few books down at that point.  

It occurs to me that I have yet to write a proposal and wedding into a plot line, even in the one book where my characters eventually get married. Call me a rebel, (you might be on to something if you do) but I think I avoid writing the whole marriage as the perfect ending on purpose.  Not that I never will, and not that I haven't read some amazingly rewarding endings that focused on the nuptials--my hesitation is in getting caught up in a formula.  

Some of my favorite books leave the final details open for interpretation. Maybe they get married, maybe they don't.  I like the idea of imagining the continual progression of the relationship.  It keeps me thinking about the story I've read long after I've finished it.  

Any thoughts?

Love Sweat and Tears


So what's sexy about heartache?  

Interesting question. Come check me out on Natasha Knight's blog to find out.  Giving away a copy of my touching erotic short Bittersweet in honor of Valentine's Day.  Leave her a comment and enter to win.  Love to see you there!

> Alyssa
http://www.natasha-knight.com

Six sentences from Bittersweet between Sabrina and Keith.   

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"And I slid my fingers over my pussy, like this, teasing you relentlessly."

"You weren't making me sorry, sweetheart, you were making me fall in love with you. So stubborn and sexy, so difficult – I ate it up."

"You waited until I was in the middle of my climax, with my fingers rubbing my clit furiously and my mind cloudy with the sweet power I had over you in that moment."

"And then I fucked your mind completely and told you I loved you."

"Yeah, that was how it went," I breathed through a sultry grin.

Six Sentence Sunday - SEND

Here is a little peek at Jimmy and Tina from SEND, my head-spinning erotic contemporary with three intertwining plots that make for a wild ride.  I "interviewed" Jimmy not long ago. He's a trip and one of my most favorite characters.  Check out six sentences from Chapter 6 of SEND, Xcite Books 


He grasps my fingers and though I am sure he intended on pushing them away, he parts his lips and tenderly suckles them instead. They are the same two fingers that were inside Noemi only five minutes ago and upon recognizing her musky nectar, his wickedly sexy smile returns.

"You are my naughty girl, aren't you?" he muses and I beam back at him.

"You have no idea."

    His face softens a bit and his fingers slip in between mine, mixing my brown skin with his lighter hue. "For the first time in a really long while, I don’t know what’s going to happen next."