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Below find the first 19 pages from my M/M/F novella
By Surprise.
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Copyright 2012 / 2020
Paxton had
this really sexy habit of narrowing his eyes into a smoky squint when he wasn’t
exactly telling the whole story. Nicholas never minded Paxton’s elusive
answers. The truth would come out one way or another. Nicholas had his ways.
“So you’re telling me that you never get the urge to be with a woman anymore.”
Nicholas
pressed the subject over their lazy Sunday breakfast. He’d prepared Belgian
waffles and Canadian bacon for him especially because they were his favorite.
“Why do you
insist on trying to find a loophole? I married you. I’m completely in love with
you.”
Paxton
looked at his long-time lover, now legal spouse of two years. Nicholas couldn’t
help but smile back into those slivered chestnut irises.
“Not a
loophole, just the honest truth.” He poured Paxton some juice. “I started
cleaning out the shed yesterday, and I found some old pictures of you and
Marcy.”
“That was a
long time ago.” Paxton sliced into his stack of waffles. “What got you in the
mood to clean out that clutter dump all by yourself?”
“I want to
turn it into a greenhouse. But, don’t change the subject.” Nicholas did his
best to sound playful. “You dated Marcy for a long time. I know you loved her.
I don’t believe your attraction to women has just evaporated completely.” He
wanted to understand, needed to know if the not-so-old cheerleader gang-bang
DVDs he’d found in a different box were something he should be concerned about.
Paxton
licked his lips in a thoughtful pause. “What are you getting at, Nicky?”
Nicky. Only
Paxton called him that, and it wasn’t a secret that Nicholas melted a little
every time. Paxton had his own ways as well, it seemed. Nicholas cleared his
throat and pressed forward with the issue at hand. “Your birthday is coming up
next month.”
Paxton
looked confused now. “OK, how does that tie in with this crazy conversation?”
“I want us
to have a threesome, with a woman.” The words popped like a cork, surprising
both of them. Nicholas had meant it to sound more suave, more seductive. But
that was Paxton’s specialty, not his. Paxton froze mid slice into his second
bite of waffles.
“What?”
“I know you
heard what I said.”
“Uh…this is
sudden.”
“I love you,
Paxton, and I want you to have this.”
He leaned
over and put his hand in Paxton’s lap, rubbing his cock.
“It’s just
sex, right? Why should you have to hide a part of yourself away? I love all of
you.”
Paxton
put down his knife and fork and placed his hand on top of Nicholas’s as it
sought the outline of his suddenly swelling shaft. “You really mean that?”
Nicholas
smiled. He did mean it. Paxton had accepted him and loved him entirely for six
years. To know there was something Paxton needed that he kept hidden from him
was like a punch to the gut. He thought they shared everything; thought there
needn’t be any secrets. The minute he found that box of porn hidden away under
the pesticides, he wasn’t mad at Paxton. He was mad at himself for not being
the kind of lover that Paxton could trust with his deepest desires. Pure
openness—that was the kind of relationship he wanted. “I’m not as delicate as
you like to think, Paxton,” he said. “Besides, we’ve had a threesome before.
Remember how hot that was?”
“Yeah,
but it was with that sexy waiter we picked up in Cabos on vacation.” Nicholas
leaned in. “This is going to be even better.”
“Do
you have someone in mind?” Paxton asked and started slicing into his waffles
again, the tension in his face replaced by an easy grin.
“Not
yet, but now that I know you’re on board, I’ll be on the search for just the
right playmate.”
Nicholas
started eating, too, laughing between bites. “I mean, just in case I was wrong
I didn’t want to spring some big-chested bimbo on you, all out of the blue.”
Paxton’s
voice was suddenly serious. “You’re never wrong about me, Nicky.”
“I
know, babe.” Nicholas said, brushing the back of his fingers against Paxton’s
morning stubble. “I know.”
*
* *
Monday’s
headlines should have been a clue. Vermont’s budget was underwater and social
services were always the first to be cut. Still, Nicholas went to work that
morning like any other day.
“It’s
a lock out. All nonunion workers are laid off until further notice,” Mona, his
cubicle neighbor said between sobs. They stood in the parking lot with about
fifty other dazed and confused government employees who worked as social
workers for the state. Nicholas was only three months away from becoming union
eligible. Last hired, first to be let go—that was the way of the world. He
comforted her as best he could, telling her it would be OK, that with her
education, she’d find something soon. But who was going to comfort him? Truth
was, the dream house he and Paxton rented was already a stretch on two incomes.
Suddenly they were down to just Paxton’s third-grade detective’s salary and
that wouldn’t cut it alone. Not only was Nicholas out of a job, they’d have to
move.
“Come
home and I’ll give you a reason to stop worrying so much,” Paxton said on the
other end of Nicholas’s cell phone after listening to him rant about his rotten
luck. “I don’t have to go into the station until 1:00 today.” Nothing ever
seemed to faze Paxton, the eternal optimist.
“Where
else am I going?” Nicholas said, raking his fingers through his dark Greek
curls. Years earlier he’d done some modeling during his grad school years in
New York, before he met Paxton. He was still in excellent shape, but at thirty
and living where trees outnumbered people by a thousand to one, the likelihood
of a comeback was pretty slim. He sighed. There weren’t any easy fixes. For
now, he’d let the man he loved erase the stress from his body for a few hours.
Paxton
was waiting for him, just as promised, in bed. The floorboards creaked under
his feet as Nicholas crossed the room. It was an old Victorian, complete with
intricate gingerbread details and a turret. Nicholas had fallen in love with it
from the moment he saw the for rent sign on the lawn while jogging through the
neighborhood. Paxton had told him to put down a deposit the minute he returned
to their apartment. He hadn’t wanted to see it; the only thing he was concerned
about was that Nicholas was happy. It was big, far more spacious than they
needed. But Nicholas had been charmed by its ten-foot ceilings and arched
windows. There was no talking him out of it, and Paxton hadn’t even tried.
“Poor
Nicky, come here,” Paxton said sitting up and pushing the sheet away from his
semierect cock.
“Don’t
tease me.” Nicholas peeled away his necktie and got to work on his shirt
buttons. “This is the worst day ever.”
“But
teasing you is just so fun.” Paxton smiled and started stroking his growing
shaft with lube. They balanced each other; Nicholas knew this well. He’d only
pretended to be annoyed by Paxton’s jibes. In reality, Nicholas could feel the
current of support threaded in his playful words. When it came to sex, they
were even more in sync. All Nicholas wanted was to be in his arms, to be riding
his cock while Paxton kissed him hard on the mouth. He normally favored the way
Paxton liked to bend him over the footboard of their sleigh bed. But today was
a day to be held close, while he impaled himself on his man and smashed him
with kisses. Today was a day to be grateful that he was loved.
The
very first time they hooked up, Nicholas dubbed him the prophet, amazed by how
Paxton knew what would get him off before Nicholas even realized what was
happening. Now their lovemaking was well choreographed. Paxton wrapped his
fingers around Nicholas’s cock and swallowed it in his fist, skipping every
other stroke as Nicholas bounced in his lap. He sucked on Nicholas’s tongue and
bit his lip, murmuring how much he loved him.
Nicholas
lost sight of the bad news he’d received only an hour ago. The day looked
better in Paxton’s arms, and so did the future. He’d get another job, do what
he needed to get by. They’d be OK as long as they had each other.
“You’re
mine forever, Nicky,” Paxton whispered as Nicholas spilled hot, pearly ropes
into the air.
Nicholas
managed to gather himself enough to speak, panting with exertion. “If I loved
you anymore, I’d fucking burst.”
Paxton
growled with a surly grin, “You already did.” He grabbed Nicholas and tossed
him onto his knees. “My turn.”
Fuck, I love when he does that, Nicholas
marveled. Paxton knew when to be sweet and when to be funny, not to mention his
impeccable timing for when to get just rough enough to make him surge. Nicholas
did love him until he burst; he’d never tire of that light-headed feeling as
long as he lived.
*
* *
By
Tuesday, the worry had returned. By Thursday, Nicholas wondered if he should
make an appointment with his shrink to score a new prescription. “Go if you
want, but I think you’re selling yourself short,” Paxton told him, swiping his
keys from the table to leave for work. He pulled the day shift that day, and
Nicholas was still padding around the kitchen in his underwear.
“Easy
for you to say. I hate feeling like this,” Nicholas whined. “Like a wet fucking
puppy.”
“A
wet puppy? You’re not that pathetic.” He shrugged. “Actually that sounds kind
of cute.”
Nicholas
frowned. “Eat me.” Paxton laughed.
“Listen,
let’s cook a special dinner tonight.” He eased his hand onto Nicholas’s neck,
massaging him in small circles. “Pick out one of those complicated, highfalutin
recipes you like to impress me with. We’ll do it together; it’ll cheer you up.”
“That
sounds good.” Nicholas relented under the magic of Paxton’s touch. The
prophet.
When
Paxton had gone, Nicholas looked for something to help him pass the hours until
he returned. There were the career sites, but fishing for work in front of a
computer screen didn’t do much for his mood. By twelve, he’d had all he could
take. Red-breasted robins still loitered in the backyard, though fall’s chill
was unmistakable in the air. They called him outside, imploring him to get his
hands dirty in the garden. He’d miss that most of all—the garden he’d
resuscitated from years of neglect. Backbreaking work that he did with
pleasure. Nicholas stood at the backdoor and surveyed the hedged lot. The
colors were fading. Perennials had their chance in the spotlight and were
taking their final bow in the late September sun. He grabbed his work gloves
from the windowsill and headed out. It was already four when Paxton called the
house to check in on him.
“Tell
me what we’re making.”
“I’ve
been out back all afternoon. I didn’t make any plans.”
“Well,
I’m starving. Skipped lunch on purpose.” He paused. “You still want to cook
tonight?”
“Yeah,
yeah.” Despite his lack of enthusiasm, Nicholas hated letting Paxton down.
“We’ll make that Indian dish my boss cooked at her dinner party last month. She
gave me the recipe.” He scoured the bulletin board next to the fridge. “Can you
stop at that gourmet market downtown and pick up a few things on the way home?”
“Sure.
Just text me the list.”
“Thanks,
Paxton.”
“Whatever
you need, Nicky.”
*
* *
The
Elm Street Market was one of those new fancy grocery stores that tried its best
to look like it sprung out of a 1955 farming town, only the prices seemed more
like 2055, and the range of cultural ingredients seduced every wannabe gourmet
chef from fifty miles around. Shift manager wasn’t exactly a career move, but
it paid decent enough, and the customers were mostly pleasant on the rare occasion
Jodi Tate had to cover one of the checkouts. Like today.
Though
she saw him before he saw her, she was still frozen in place. Paxton Tremont.
What the hell would she say to him?
“Jodi?
Wow, what a blast from the past.” He held out his arms. “You better come here
and give me a hug, girl.”
Stretching
over the counter, Jodi found her voice from within his awkward embrace. “Hi
Paxton, good to see you.” No way could she have sounded any lamer if she tried.
“How
long have you been back in Burlington?”
“Few
months.”
“And
I was bitching about having to come all the way across town for some
fenugreek.” His grin was infectious.
“Things
happen for a reason.”
A
slow shake of his shaved head and his expression mellowed. “You haven’t changed
a bit.”
“Paxton,
it’s been ten years since I moved overseas. I’ve changed some.”
“Has
it been ten years? Damn.” He chuckled. “You broke my heart, you know.”
Jodi
got chills when he said that, the way she reacted to too much ice cream. “Stop
pulling my chain, Paxton.”
“Really,
Jodi. You were my best friend and what’d you do? You ran off to Germany with
the first guy to sweep you off your feet.” He put his basket on the counter
between them. “How is soldier boy Dan? You two have any kids yet?”
Jodi
started unloading his basket, averting her eyes. “The divorce was final last
week.”
“Oh, Jodi. I’m
sorry.”
“Don’t be. I’m
not.” She tried to smile. “How about you? You married?”
“I am.”
“To Marcy?”
“No.” His
expression shifted, and she thought she’d pried too much. “I’m gay. I married a
great guy. His name is Nicholas.”
“Oh.” She wasn’t
surprised exactly. Paxton was right; they’d been best friends once—told each
other absolutely everything since they were twelve. She knew he’d experimented
with Johnny Doyle at the camp where they all worked the summer after
graduation. She’d heard all the details the next day about the amazing blowjob
Johnny gave him.
3 comments:
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can not wait to read more juicy stuff!!!
I would definitely like to read more, that was interesting
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